weekend
Ok ... since i havent updated all weekend im going to try and update. If I dont get kicked off the computer because everytime i try and update i seem to get kicked off. Ok lets see...
Friday...had last day of finals thats a ways a plus when u know something so dreadfull is going to be over at least until the end of june but anyways...I had my algebra 2 and my english final and i sucked ass on both of them. I didnt study at all, i just seemed not to care so my grades r going to suck and my mom is going to blame it all on staying out late with Russ but whatever...
Saturday...It was our first winterguard comp for the new season and not to mention my first comp ever being in winterguard. The day started out fine it was just another day at winterguard practice and even on the drive over there i was fine not nervous at all but then as soon as we walked in the school I saw all of these really good guards and the nevres just came rushing to me my heart was racing and stomach felt like it was being ripped out. Then we had our warm up and i felt that i did really good during that and josh said that we looked good during that so my nerves went away but oh yes did they come back when we got in the gym...and so yeah I pretty much sucked ass during the show... but its ok I will kick ass nexted weekend ::fingers crossed:: When i got home from comp i was really tired but Hyper at the same time if u can beleive that but anyway Russ callled talked to hime on the phone then had this craving for french fries and guess what he came over with some... I just dont know whith someitmes He does everything for me but we get into so many fights like evryday. who knows any more.
Sunday...blerdeeder i dont remember much blah blah... Hung out wiht Russ **happy** ::Big smile:: Then Jenn and Angie called and i was kinda wanting to hang out with them so i made Russ come too. He didnt want to so he was mad and they thought he was mad at them. blah blah.. so it started this big mess between them. And its all my fault just because im such a selfish person...What a mess... If i had one wish i wish it would be that i wasnt so sellfish some times and that things never ever went wrong. Then If things couldnt get better i came home late. Oh not such a big deal right...WRONG. Everytime i come home late my mom thinks its because im doing something bad and normaly she never has an excuse to think that but when i was takeing off my shoe i tripped over my other one...so now my mom thinks that i was drunk or stoned what ever... i dont really care. Its actually very funny so lets all take a moment to laugh at Jennette................................
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